I wasnt 1000% sure about leaving September, but now I just feel it makes sense and I doubt ill have any serious regrets. I booked a day off for today, I'd booked it in early April. Today my boss phoned and said my day off was cancelled, he needed me to work. So i had to work despite my months prebooking. My plans had to go out the window. During teaching a 6 year old boy I asked him if he was happy. His reply was quick and non-hesitant. "No, I am not" "Why?" I asked. "Its not interesting." I agree. With the materials I am allowed to use and the things my boss has told me off for doing when I try and spice things up, Im left with nothing to do but to bore the poor kids to death until they die and quit, and then my boss can moan at me and drop my wages. ...But I try my hardest to do this job, a job I dont know how to do.
I just cant hack it any longer.