
Daily Mail: Murdered for being a flirt. How Lucie Blackman, the English girl who became a geisha, was lured to her death in the dark world of Tokyo's escort bars
Lucie Blackman thought she was ordinary. Her self-judged ordinariness tormented her more than anything else. 'I constantly hate myself,' she wrote in her diary. 'I'm so average . . .I hate the way I look, I hate my hair, I hate my face, I hate my slanty eyes, I hate the mole on my face, I hate my teeth, I hate my chin. I hate my boobs, my fat hips, my fat stomach. I am so f****** up to my neck in debt and so badly need to do well.' Lucie drank too much, spent too much and her self-esteem was shaky. So, yes, in all of that she was a pretty normal 21-year-old. But even as she wrote those self-deprecating words, she was doing something very out of the ordinary with her life. In the early summer of 2000, Lucie travelled from her home in Sevenoaks, Kent, to work in a hostess bar in Toyko. She was a gaijin (Western) girl, whose blonde foreignness Japanese men were supposed to find alluring. They would pay enormous sums just to sit with gaijin girls in tacky clubs, make conversation in fractured English, have their drinks poured and cigarettes lit. Nothing else was expected or demanded. It was safe, safe, safe. And it was fun, supposedly so. But right now, three weeks into her new career, Lucie was feeling depressed. Getting work had been a breeze, just as her fellow traveller and best friend from school, Louise Phillips, had said it would be. The two of them had done everything together. They worked in the same boring bank in London before becoming British Airways flight attendants, which was terrific to begin with, until the to-and-fro trolley-dollying, permanent jet lag and sleep snatched in some bleak crewroom stripped away their lingering illusions of glamour. And now Lucie and Lou were fluttering their eyelashes in Casablanca, a nightclub in Roppongi, the entertainment district of Toyko. Every night, they were expected to laugh at the (mercifully incomprehensible) smutty jokes of middle-aged men, keep the whisky and tequila flowing, and generally be as genki (lively) as possible
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