but now my old man is telling me he doesn't want me to go. he keeps warning me that it is too dangerous as an american right now. he reminded me of back in the 80s and other times when terrorists have bombed subways in japan. also with situations in n. korea tensing up, he's afraid that i may go and never return. he thinks i should wait until it all blows over with iraq... but how do i know when that will be? the person i will be staying with all summer is moving to america this fall. so, come next summer, i don't know anyone else i could stay with. i'm restless and i want to travel the whole world, i just wish these crazy people didn't hate americans... whatever it is it's not my fault!

my plan was to fly into seoul, stay there for 3 days (don't ask), then fly into tokyo and stay there for about 4 weeks. i feel like i have to do this while i'm still young, because i don't want to wait until after my friend moves to america, and having no place to stay i have to wait a few more years until i can find another way, and just end up never going because i end up getting so busy with life here. bla, i'm not going to worry about all that,.,.. but i'm just saying, it seems to happen to a lot of people who wanted to travel and never ended up doing so.
think it should be dangerous as an american to go anywhere? seems to me like the whole world is dangerous, and always has been...